Madhav..Like, No Other

Thursday was my first day at the office. "The office?" you may ask. Yes. My first-ever day at an office.. On 15th of July I started my first day on the job as Associate Software Engineer (ASE) for Accenture . Not in the office, but in the Westin ( A hotel near by... ). Which was a perfect start, because it was not only an introduction to Accenture, but a return for me as well. Like any person, I was both nervous and excited about the day. I felt like a celebrity in a room full of paparazzi, but not even a soul in the office noticed me. ( Bullshit...First ever in my life.. ). I hardly know 10 members, but its OK with passage of time I'll be able to pick them up... The Westin is very good location to all the IT companies in that area. The location of the Westin is excellent, the hotel is modern and clean. Swimming pool and spa are provided. Furniture is very convenient, there are many beautiful pieces of art, the bathrooms are splendid. Hats-off to the decorator ...

I feel so depressed all the time no matter what happens, I always end up feeling worthless and like nothing will ever change. I'm so frustrated. I don't want to deal with these emotional lows. I'm struggling again and I'm not sure why. What's really frustrating me ??... Hmm.... I dunno? Why do I want to just cry ? Why do I feel overwhelmed by nothing ? Why does life seem so much more difficult for me ? My subconscious is constantly haunted by the shadow of my Enemy : My Enemy : “I will never let you forget me,” “I can destroy you,”... I need to change myself. Without change, we wouldn’t have butterflies.( Butterflies are beautiful and a great symbol of change... ) So, no matter how difficult the change is, I’m going to have a roll with it. I hope that this darkness doesn't last long anymore. It drives me insane... It's a fight. And I keep on fighting each and every day. So, I guess I'll just keep fighting. I'm hanging on and doing what I can....

These days I'm constantly on FB. I'm about to comment on one of my friend's status, stated as "What Planet has a cloudy Atmosphere?"(I dont know the reason behind this status..). Hmm..Casually, I stared out of the window, What a lovely day it was . The sky was blue, but there were gray clouds . I decided to meet my friends. I hope that it does rain. I like the clouds soo gray. I hope the raindrops fall on me. After an hour I was on the way to Nish's home.. On the way, I felt the cool breeze of pre-rain period, my heart and soul leaped with an unknown delight and pleasure. ( No one knows, why my mind has this undenying feelings.. ). Then, I met my dearest friend, it was RAIN ..( I felt the fresh wet touch of the Rain.. ). While everyone else were waiting for the rain to stop, I started to walk with my crazy friends. I started singing all the way and my friends dint like the way I sang...( Never mind...I love the way I Sing...I love the way I am... It...

Finally, we were done with the event of conducting the third successful reunion ( phew...it took more than 2 months of planning....) . The best we've ever had. The effort on the part of the organizer ( both on and off the record) was unbelievable and mind-blowing. And the outcome.... Brilliant and Amazing (Frankly speaking, I never expected these many people to turn up). It was the day I have been waiting for...to see all my friends again. It was planned that we would meet at 10 in the morning. Hmm....I was on my word. Praneeth and Nithin came to my place and we proceeded to school (We were the only people who reached on time... ha ha.) ....In the meantime, we shared few smiley moments by taking snaps on the school premises. We were very much waiting for others and finally at 10:30 there was Shirish... The Head Organizer...who planned this Super-Duper-Mega-Monster Event ... . It was then that everyone started coming and I loved to see them all. Anurag, Karthik, Harsha, Pratima,...

19th of July 2OO8….having not known as holiday,some of my friends went to college(with bags...)and came back( with a smile on their faces :p).All my friends assembled at my place. It being a holiday, and the sky looked like shimmer of colors on iridescent feather s, we decided to play cricket. Everyone agreed to play and v all started from my place at 1 :30 pm…. THE GROUND : The rays of sun falling vertically on us.The match begun at around 2 pm and totally 14 members( v r carrying 13 cells + 1 i-pod..) participated in that act. I won the toss and elected to bat. We packed our cells in a bag and placed it in a safe area .(very near to our pitch..). My performance was not so good that day with the bat. But my team has talented players and we posed a challenging total on the board.( A bit Exaggerated.. .). Now the ball is in our hands.we need to bowl well to win.Cnu(maverick player), only pace attack in our team.The batsman was Naveen( Bats like sehwag..very dangerous.. ). Every one de...

This is not to humiliate SE’S. It’s just a short dulcet story.. There was a good old barber in Hyderabad. One day a florist goes to him for a haircut. After the cut, he goes to pay the barber and the barber replies : ”I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you. I am doing a Community Service” … Florist is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the Barber goes to open his shop, there is a “Thank You” Card and a dozen roses waiting at his door. A Confectioner goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber he again refuses to take the money. The Confectioner is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the Barber goes to open his shop, there is another “Thank you” Card and a dozen Cakes waiting at his door. A Software Engineer goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay, the Barber again refuses the money saying that it was a community service. The next morning when the Barber goes to open his shop... Guess what he finds there...??? A Dozen Software engineers wait...